Behind those Brown-eyes

Why am I here?

Much to the my own point of view about the world I currently living in, there times where I want to just turn a blind eye at everything, shut my mouth and seal my ears from hearing those unwanted noise from afar. And yet, no matter how much I wanted to do that.....I can't.

What's life, and why did it brought me here to where I am now?

There are millions of things in our minds that just want to burst out, explode and literally shout out. Those questions that had been kept hidden inside us, not wanting to go out because it's dangerous, futile, not good enough, and wrong.

Is there such thing as wrong in this world? Do our decisions and actions really need to be ruled over by some insecurity by others? Why are you letting yourself be chained up by the will's of others? Why let them overpower you? Why can't any of us speak up and just be ourselves?

Why can't anyone just trust their own and take a step to that place where they want?

First of, every one of us are being overruled by fear. We can't take one step from that safe line or safe zone. We all want to be safe, of course, that's given. But nothing will happen if we don't take any risks, or take a chance of daring ourselves to do what we truly desire. In actuality, there's no good or bad decisions, it's just all in the head of those negative people who will grab-hold of your positivity to pull you down on their own level. The judgement just takes up when the outcome becomes a total failure, when people just get dissatisfied with that product you gave them. Worst case scenario, they'll let you think it's wrong because you're just doing it with your instinct, with what your heart told you to.

We all have our uniqueness, the special talent, the gift from up-above. To be honest, why look at others when you, yourself, got something that the other party doesn't? Why try to copy when you have the originality in your hands that you still haven't unlocked yourself? We have our own weakness when it comes to things that we want to achieve better than anyone. It's not unusual to make mistakes, to be at fault, to be scolded, to be wrong, it's all lessons for you to learn. What you have right now, a blessing or a challenge to take up on is an opportunity to prove to everyone else that you got the gist to for a bright tomorrow. It's all right to be sad, defeated, disappointed, to feel negative at what you believed in and got turned down. It's all okay. 

Just like what some kept on saying, You aren't born in this world to please everyone, and you are especially not here just to be a laughing stock of those unworthy people who looks down on you. You are here to be yourself, to do what you want and bring something to the world that no one else could. You are born to be who you want to be, not what the others want you to be.

It's so funny how an 18 year old like me saw the world differently, and started questioning almost everything to herself for the past 2-3 years. These eyes of mine was given to see the wondrous things, the pain and sorrow, the joy of every people, the adventures, mysteries and how beautiful the world was created. Up till now, I ask myself why life is so mysterious and amazing at the same time. How come I get to see and understand something that most people won't even dare to care? What's my purpose to this world? What's my mission? Just who should I be?



I can't stop being curious at everything, to the very point that I would just wonder the existence of every human being and living things on Earth. Well, I am glad to be born on this world I am living in right now. I get to see such things I didn't expect I'd see. There are still things that I wish to see, to go to, to do, to explore, to learn and to relax.



We all have our very own purpose in life that even I still don't know yet. But all we got to do is trust our instinct and just soar the sky to explore the vastness of this world. Believe in something that you truly believe. Make memories, have fun, enjoy every bits of what you got while you're still breathing. It doesn't matter whether you're rich or poor. All you gotta do is explore the corners of your own world and step up to reality. 



Just be yourself and be strong.



That's how I see my world right now, and who I am now is a big thanks to this amazing world. It's not only the family and friends that could mold you into a better person, the environment itself will teach you many things beyond your imagination.



Live your life just how you want it to, and be happy.


SMILE